Oh to be in Boulder, now that spring is here

My naturopath said I have no blood, no chi.

I'd known something was off. The past year -- let me be honest and acknowledge them years -- had left me short of memory, bereft of love, delinquent in responsibility. That wasn't like me

She took my pulse and said: Feel here. I felt my blood pulse this way, and then that, like a tick-tock clock, I was shocked! She said: That's what happens when your blood pools and stagnates, it can't make up its mind, You aren't making up Your mind.

But. I said.

She said: Check your belief system.

I visited my Rolfer, who worked on my nervous system and diagnosed stuckness, indecision. But, I said. She said making no decision is making a decision. But. Check your belief system.

My Life Coach: Chidingly ditto.

Prescription: pancreatic enzymes, homeopathic cell salt pills, precious and free and easy herbal elixir, parsley tea, red meat 4x a week, darts; and the courage to say No Thank You to two associations and a bully.

Wow! Old self-clutched obstacles released started a passion moving through my brain, my guts -- could it be my blood and chi are returning?

Time to check my pulse.